F.A.M.I.L.Y

F.A.M.I.L.Y

-Father.And.Mother.I.Love.You-
Will you guys miss me if I'm gone?

:)
hahahha

shall play piano kuat kuat tiaptiap hari

so that when one day i'll be gone,

u guys shall miss me memekak-ing!

;]

AnAzLeoViYuan

This is for you peeps kay~ ;))

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"It first started out as an Ecstasy

But it turned out to be a misery.

And I thought you were my Heroin

But instead you left me in sufferings.

I made a new friend who is named Cocaine

You gave me a present -It was called Pain.

When I came across Ice

Life was like a dice.

Because of you, I was shunned by society

The clock's ticking, I'm a dying entity.

In my cousin as I drew my last breath,

I hear the rustles of wings-

HERE COMES DEATH!"

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2010 5SN1

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composed by

.AnAzLeoViYuan.

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eh i like laa!

I was glad we'd gone first!

And even though it was 12.10pm right panas bolong punya afternoon,

You guys rawks.

LAV

Mary Poppins x Foo Fighters

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Run and tell all of the angels

This could take all night

Think I need a devil to help me get things right

Hook me up a new revolution

Cause this one is a lie

We sat around laughing and watched the last one die

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And I'm looking to the sky to save me

Looking for a sign of life

Looking for something to help me burn out bright

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I'm looking for a complication

Looking cause I'm tired of lying

Make my way back home when I learn to fly

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Dedicating these for that specific person out there. ;))

Nak u tau, that all those sh*ts & peeps yg bringing u down tu boleh pegi terjon dalam lombong. (bak kata Abiin)

Yang penting, Faith in our wings to FLY HIGH!!! (or payong pun buleh la.. :P)

Hahahahahahahaaha. xDDD

Oh nwy, xbuleh la upload gambar panas tu... xde paparazzi yg amek pulak. x]

Oke now u guys boleh muntah la sebab I uploaded mostly my pixs. ngeee~ :DD

I like being this eccentric so pardon me. :}

Credits: Chah & Stephen & pelakon pelakon di belakang. ;D Oh mana RayBan biru ku?

Step-by-Step

The storm had made us stronger.

Melodies of life fills the air now.

Soothingly resonates.

What's life if there are no bitter sweet memories?

The boat that we are in might not protect us for long.
but we are prepared now.
Trust in own's faith will help us pull through.


till then,
smile~
you know that when you smile at everyone,
almost certain that everyone will smile back at you.
.senyuman ikhlas itu sedekah.
;)

p/s: Kak tia, org lain dating berpartner,
kte pon berdating dua org jugak. x)
Thanks Cik Sophie for lending stephen so that I can be the photographer for that day!!!
;)))

hey kiddo~

I know it's a bit too late to post this here.

with all those homeworks, I was forced to turn a new leave.

that is, x online tiaptiap hari.

ampon tuanku~ :0

Oh yeah, she'd turned 12 this year.
awwwwwwww
mcm baru aja semalam die nangis dekat baby chair masa makan hashbrown.

Did I mention she is a Drama Queen, an awesome photographer and a perfectionist?

dan juga die bagi the best bebel-an ever when she found out that her 17-years ole sis main Pokemon dekat die punya nintendo DS senyapsenyap.

x}

awwww, ada orang nak buat I/C dah nanti...

xDDD

Happy Belated Birthday

lil chipmunk

Lav ya lots~

:*

weyh kina nak ape ntok birthday ha??
jangan mahal mahal!
orang tengah kumpul duit nih!
;))

Cik Sophie!! kehkehkeh!

yup~

I'm gonna be in good mood for 1 week straight.

Only Cik Sophie knows why...

*chuckle-tebahak-sampai-muka-jadi-merah*

Cik Sophie suro up kan jadi 2 weeks.

tp lame sgt la deyhh

buleh ke??

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let's experiment it then

*gosok-tangan-macam-mad-scientist*

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weyh klaka la deyhh!

aq kat skola nak ketawa tegolek15 bila ingat balik

xDDDDDDD

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awww!!! cam cumilll

KAHKAHKAHKAHKAH!!

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Oh and yeah,

Papa Mama Cik Sophie Qyna,

Sora & Allegrese-chan juga x lupa,

i lav u guys~

polok sikit mehhh!!!

;]

Bye Bye 2nd Week.

kakak's back!!!

and look what she's holding in her hands!!

-CANON EOS 500D-

kihkihkih!

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(nicked this photo from photobucket. shall upload pix on my on-top-of-the-world punya kakak punya muka)

oh. and you kene datang sports day and take my pix bnyak15 taw Makcik!!

It's my last year oii!

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Soon she'll be on the state of uttermost BERJIMBA.

Just wait for KakTia to get back from Melaka.

Double berjimba la mereka.

Oh, but if KakTia's coming home,

Hakim! Kita akan jalankan misi 'Sabotaj-Pizza-Silat-Piano-Kasot-Lala' besar-besaran!!!

In short, mission S.P.S.P.K.L MinnaMinna!!

ekekekeke! >:D

Pizza Hut mari~ Pizza Hut Mari~

*Pegang sword samurai yang dipinjam sambil buat pose ballet*

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Oh envy.envy.envy.

I want a camera too mommie.

Lumix Digicam please.

Then I can start my very own 'Project 360'

aye Leonie-chan??

oi you promise to upload okay!! XD

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Haa..

I'm tired.

Now that I heard from the mouth of the horse,

I finally learn of the character I'm playing in this twisted Reality Fairy Tale.

Yes peeps,

Turned out that I'm the Wicked Witch of the story.

The one who gave little Snow White Poison Apple.

*scoff*

I just find that hard to believe.

All these while...

haisy...

Say, having the superb ability to conceal your true emotion can be a real pain sometimes.

Sorry, I guess it's just not my type to be such a frequent 'Hati Tissue'.

*chuckle*

I'm the Wicked Witch!! Fear me!! Or I shall fry your heart in this piano-branded pot in the shape of a ballet slipper!!

kehkehkeh!

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Still...

Just need some medicine for stomachache, headache, neckache and heartache please.

oh, and a bottle full of Euphoria will do to.

Heartiest love goes to granny.

Who gave me assurance that she's there for me whenever I need her.

Thanks so much Owner-of-Awesome-Green-Camera... you don't know how much I long to hear those words.

I need to get down from this crazy train I'm riding.

and you're like the oak-tree I'm looking forward to rest this tired soul underneath it.

;____;

mommie, adik panjang who tries a lot to put back the 'U' shape on my mouth again.

sorry mommie, I terbasahkan your kertas graph. :P

and of course MinWen who came to me and offered her biggest HAGU-MASU ever.

xDD

Gosh, and masa form 3 I don't even know their names.. love!

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Happy Birthday Atira-chan!!

Even though I had wished you on the 14th that day,

I still feel the need to shout it out loud!!!

I LAAV YAAAAAA OH MY KUDARANAI KOTO-CHAN!

xD

aww atima-itachi-chan.

"Birthday present kita, kita cuma nak balik 4 orang dengan korang aja! tu ja da cukop! da x nak ape lagi!"

Thank you for saying those things. that was, my wish too. last time.

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oh, I helped out with the Pandu Puteri's Gazebo-building thingy!

Disebabkan angin kuat, gazebo yang agak pathetic tu asyik nak terbang aja!

=.="

Bego betul. But I really like helping them out!

It's charity work for me!!

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Future plans: to be a volunteer for SPCA/PETA, or a music teacher for the orphans at Rumah Berkat. Gotta buy a portable 88 keys keyboard!! Can't wait!! x]

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and Jia Xin likes it when I say,

"Everything is possible! because, IMPOSSIBLE means, I.M.POSSIBLE."

x]

oh agaknya she and Min Wen are both currently battling with nyamuk aedes dekat skola right now.

bawak bantal busuk x minna minna??

8D <3

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And last love goes to the piano situated at the side of the dewan.

You know, i should give you a name coz Petrof seems so...scientific.

lemme see..

how about...

Tranquillo-chan??

waaaaaww!!

:DDD

Arigatou dayo! Tranquillo-chan!!

Dudok sorang dalam dewan pon doesn't seem creepy when I'm with you!

*kiss*

p/s: Salmi-chan, get well soon yeah??

M is for?

kakak da xde.

off to singapore.

.alone.alone.alone.

where can i find shelter now?

*sigh*

I wanna go to a place where I can say that i'm home and safe and sound with you.

-Rie Fu

yes, you.

I'm sorry.

I made a mistake.

I just wish for another chance.

shout at me if you want.

punch me if you want.

break my fingers if you want.

you know that's the main way to break me.

:/

.tired.

Have you found them yet?

<(^.^)>

.Joy.

Our last year in school.

Hopefully we shall get whatever we want.

whatever we wish for.

Just remember, to find Joy,

you have to work for it.

Nourish it, and appreciate it, hold them close.

be thankful for the joys in your life.

:)

halfway through the song. aiyooo... u are supposed to practice ur exam pieces my dear...

That sweet smile of her's...

Siti Hajar Muhd Salleh

1994-2009

That sweet smile she always have on her face.

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She was a bright girl.

Observant, vigilant and gigglish.

Kita membesar sama15, having each other side by side.

She would come over to my house every evening,

riding her bike, ringing the doorbell of my house.

I would open the door with a smile on my face.

Being 7 years old was easy and carefree kan?

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I remember that time,

We call ourselves the Sitis.

I was Siti1 and she was Siti2.

We were one of a kind punya pair.

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masa kita sembahyang zohor dekat bilik solat rumah,

bila bagi salam akhir pon,

nak syncronized.

Lepas sembahyang ketawa sama15.

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Setiap hari Sabtu, Mama akan buat tution English untuk my friends dekat neighbourhood tu.

She and me would recite all our tenses together.

Eyeing each other with mischievious glints in our eyes.

Thinking about games apa yg kte nak main kjap lagi.

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And then during play time,

with Barbies in our hands,

She would talk animatedly from time to time,

stories of adventures and loves would be told between the two of us.

Kadang15 main Barbie sampai tertido15...

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Hari Maulidurasul or Hari Raya,

kita akan jalan sama15,

pakai baju pon sama.

jalan seblahseblah.

macam dunia ni kita berdua yg punya..

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Bila pergi rumah nenek belakang rumah Siti Hajar,

I would whisper her name,

calling out to her,

and there she was,

waving frantically at me.

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with that sweet smile always

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Life is unpredictable.

After I finished Sekolah Kebangsaan, 2006,

we decided to beli rumah dekat Larkin.

Rumah dekat Pasir Gudang became our Weekend House.

Makin jarang jumpa Siti Hajar.

After she had finished her UPSR, she moved to Putrajaya to study there.

Makin x jumpa.

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Last Monday,

Dad woke me up,

saying that dia dapat news,

"Siti Hajar sakit tenat, jom pergi hospital."

My sisters and me woke up hurriedly.

Baru hari Khamis lepas bebwal pasal Siti Hajar, wondering how is she doing..

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I don't know what to expect.

It's been 4 years since I've seen her.

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There she was,

lying on the hospital bed in the Intensive Care Unit.

Supported by life-saving machines.

She'd just had a brain surgery.

Fighting for her life.

She was in a coma.

I stood at the doorway.

speechless.

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Walking towards her,

I held her hands.

merah...macam tangan orang yang sihat.

She flinched as a response.

mata dia terbuka sikit.

That was the only response she could manage.

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Ya Allah, my throat sakit, my heart felt wrenched sgt.

"Siti hajar... cepat sembuh yea... nanti kita boleh main samasama lagi..."

were the only words I managed to whisper at her ears as I caress her forehead.

I know she's listening.

yakin sangat yg die taw that this is her childhood friend yg ckp.

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I was certain she'll get well soon.

I even told Dad,

"Die kuat, ct yakin die boleh sembuh."

We all had the same expectation.

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Dalam my kepala, I'd set nak tgk dia lagi nanti.

We have 4 years of experiences to talk about..

What's more, die baru habis PMR,

and she got straight A's for her PMR result...

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Besok nya, 29/12/09, Papa kejot pagipagi lagi.

"Siti, Siti Hajar da meninggal."

Doctor kata, da x boleh nak bwat apa.

Even though da bagi antibiotic yang paling kuat,

da keluarkan air yang bertakung dalam brain dia,

da buat macam macam,

The virus had attacked the brain's main system and the spinals of her body.

Doctor pon ada cakap, that benda ni da lama, cuma Siti Hajar lawan penyakit tu.

Now she just can't hold on any longer.

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If you experience this kind of situation, what would you do?

Knowing that a close friend of yours is no longer around..

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I know I had to put on a brave face.

I wasn't crying at all.

Even though people around me are grieving.

Not until, I held her cold arm and kissed her forehead.

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I don't care even though, I was the one yang paling kuat nangis masa tu.

sometimes even though macamane kita try nak jadi brave, try taknak nangis, try jadi kuat,

kte akan jatuh juga.

Cos kita cuma humans.

xkurang dan xlebih.

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I hugged her small body for the last time,

knowing that this would be my last chance.

my dear friend..

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Terima Kasih Siti Hajar.

God loves you more.

You'll always be a part of me.

I'm happy that, even though da 4 tahun x jmpe,

during your last few breaths,

I get to be at your side.

I love you.

There she is, in that pink cap, standing beside me, with that smile..

we were singing westlife songs together..

Masa ni, would I know that her years are numbered?

.Al-Fatihah.

little birdies. ;]

like those lines in that song from 'Shrek 3' said,

'Little birdies, give wings.'

xbuleh ah, kalau jln ngan mira,

mesti kluar idea mrepek.

yeah mama, u're not the only one yang exasperated with this attitude of mine.

-.-"

even so, kalau we enjoyed ourselves then why not aye?

8D

kte x main ah gadoh mulot. nak battle, kluarkan skali weapons dr dapur.

oh, and TTG Media production, sowie for wrecking your office's pantry.

ktorg da letak balik da cerek, coffeemate and mop taw.

jangan marah yea..

8]

Looking for a friend who'll stick with you till the end is difficult.

I'm sooo lucky that I'd found mine.

*puts on an Australian accent*

"Thanks mate!"

<3

-from si sekeleh yang pakai baju colour15.

mira kata, "Anna, awk mcm Jason Miraz.xD"

oh terigt pula Mi bebe yg tgh kat Italy main ngan budak kichik 6 thn.

Oh yeah, congratz y'all stf-ians and especially our greatest CEO ever, Mira for submitting that TF-Net buku. Korang owe me sundae with extra chocolate topping for all those printings i'd done!!

>;]

and yes adik pondan, next time kakak mu culik mu and bawak mu pegi umah orang, n tetibe ter-plan ntok tido skali, sila bawak toothbrush.

x]

and to all who're celebrating X'mas,

May, Leonie, Guppy, Jia Ying, Veena, and all other peeps,

I dedicate y'all a nice christmas tree here *!!

*taken from mama's office*

oh, pokok ni ade tumboh tangan kat seblah kanan.

x]

ngeee~

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I wanna still be on the flight of 2009 before it ends.

Nak jenjalaaaaaaaann lagi!

probably gonna go sing my guts out tomorrow.

sapa mau join??

*melepek kat sophie and senyom lebo15*

heyyyy! belom blanja Pizza Hut lagi eh korang!!

nak Pizza Dip-dip!

>;O

p/s: gambar bali nak upload, tapi x terupload lagi. ade gambar mamat15 omputeh nak ddc8 ke Eka...

T.T

yesssssssssssssssss!!!! >:DDD

finally get to play Final Fantasy
II, V, got VI, playing VII.

Ankakashi is in the state of uttermost BLISS~
oh, while playing VII, siap nangisnangis ble smpi kat cutscene yg melibatkan Zack.
pastu lari ke piano and main lagu lagu FF7.
Oh dear...
bestnye...

T_T

p/s: heading off to Singapore today. ade makan beso.
even so 2 battery psp telah readily-charged.
FF let's go!

blessings.

Piano.

Magnificient.

Inspiring.
every little details of it.

especially when u get to perform a demonstration with your best pal.

you capture my emotion.
when i'm feeling down, playful, unreasonably happy or serene.
those were only bits of the thousands you portray towards me.
inspiring me with in every key and melody.
you're a part of me.

<3

p/s: yes, yes, saya mengaku, saya piano-freak...:P
though klu dpt jd piano-freak yg terer gile main kan syok...
=.=
oh cheerio, one day..

"Nothing great was ever achieved without Enthusiasm"
-magnet yg atashi beli dkat MPH ckp.
x)

p/s/s: main dkat piano yg berharga RM157,400.00
memang rasa begitu 'berhati hati'.
tekan pon lembotlembot.
haisyyy...
bilo nak dpt beli piano sndri???

S.L.!.C.E - proud of you, ole sis. :)))

Designer- S.L.!.C.E
Sophie Sopian
Inspired by Billie Jean - MJ

Kak Tia is always Vibrant-ly random xDD

Mj vs Boots
;D

Inspired by Micheal Jackson's Thriller
Check out the detailings of the jacket!
Cool la mreke nih...

for more pixs, check out
Designer Sophie's blog
Photographer Tia's blog
<3

Sorry for the thousandth time Cik Sophie and Kak Tia
I'm not a good poser
but I tried my best.
sowiiee D;

Went to RoostBar afterward to chill out
dan membuli dengan menge-POW kakak15 sekalian alam dgn Hakim.
kne bwat selalu!
xDD
Hahahah!!

Mira pon ade, and dudok rmh,
tgk Ghost Adventures: Povelian Island.
takot amat! D;
pastu tido tebongkang.
have to revise form4...
tapi mcm xgerak15 lg.
mehhhh, nnt yeah~~
;)