itshoni... utaimasho!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

The Kipas-susah-mati meggila lagi.

Hello Hello First Day of Holiday!!
xDDD
in love with holiday.

Oh and Hello helloo Hady MIrza!!
*keningkeningkening*


TAAAATATATATRAAAATATAARATRTARTAARAAAAAAAA!!

shopping ntok stock up stock gaming kita.

F-final.. fa-anta-sy....

*nangis begolek15 kerana terlalu bahagia*


Final Fantasy IV
(NDS remake)
da beli.
=)))))))
*sangat happy dan bernostalgia*
*nostalgianostalgianostalgia*


ni version GBA yg atashi main masa zamanzaman skola rendah.
alaaa chommeychommeychommey
semua org badan keping-keping aja.
2D.
kehkehkeh!
tomeytomeytomey~


Tatadadaaaaa!!
Screenplay Final Fantasy IV di NDS!
no more kepingkeping!
semua da jadi 3D!!
woohoooooooooooooooo!!!!
tomeyhtomeyhtomeyh...
*sniff*
*lap air mata*
*nostalgianostalgia*



Kain.
kawan si Cecil.
seorang Dragoon yg awwwwww tereeerrrrr!!
huaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!
*mata bintang15*

seriously, atashi ckp,
susah nk main game nih.
bkn sbb game nih susah tp,

sbb asyik kne marah ngan org yg berade disekeliling,
cos everytime mesti rasa sungguh berNOSTALGIA,
atashi akan jeriiiiitttttt
"HUAAAAHHHAHAUUAAUAHAUAA!"
pastu moaan, groaaan, weep, daaaan sengihsengih
mcm org baru mati brain cell.

o Final Fantasy, I luvvwuvv you~
;D

.......

Tidak cukup ngan tuh,

TAATARARAAAAAAA!!

FINAL FANTASY VII : REVENANT WINGS

hahaha, tidak melepaskan chance ntok membeli yg inih jugak.

kihkihkihhh.
Yang ni nostalgia x terok sgt,
paling paling tgk 'VII' teringat Zack n Aerith,
Tsung, Cassidy, Cloud jep ah.
*nostalginostalgia*
*sniffs n pegi main Aerith's Theme*


Ini Vaan!
Hi Vaan!
Dia seorang Sky Pirate.
hmmm, masih blom mgenali die sgt.
maaaaih maaaaaiiiin!!



Screen Play NDS ntok FFVII : Revenant Wings.
quite cool!
Penelope, Balthier and ade satu minah ade tlinge Rabbit tuh, ntah spe nme.
and byk lg chrcter yg blom kenal.
hmmm
*tgk NDS Qyna menacingly*

>:DDDDDD

...

Oh, and terbaru, FINAL FANTASY GAIDEN!
ooh, mcm Kakashi Gaiden..
*sniffs and pndg Kakashi sayu-ly*

Hikari no 4 Senshi : Final Fantasy Gaiden
(The Four warriors of Light)
pegi gamespot ntok tgk.

Da skit perot pulak ble crite memanyak psl FF.
>.<
hahaha,
tak sbr nk crite kt Fairuz!
LAAAAAAAAADDLE-CHAAAN!!
8D

......

won't be on-lining till next Sunday most probably.

Will be Dotting out of life for awhile!

To regain back my identity perhaps!
To seek a new purpose!
To look for something worthier
and just to oggle at the pretty sky above me heads.

nice.
:)))

Oh, take care of yourselves school peeps,
Make full use of the blessings u have okay?
;)



Thank you so much till eternity,
Mira, Auntie Zu, Uncle Azman,
for secretly putting me and my family in your prayers.

*felt deeply appreciated*

:')

KINAAAAA PINJAM DS!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDD

Friday, November 20, 2009

Jya mata atode dayo, Form 4Science1


It had been a wild ride of bittersweet memories.
Sometimes you're at the top of the world,
sometimes you're not.
Still, everything is still a blessing.
As long as you realize that every steps you take
are sincere.

I wouldn't really get the chance to know all those superb people if say x masok Science1.
Now that I'm a part of the clan,
I'd say,
I'd been a fool nk mntk transfer class mse awal tahun.
:))

I wouldn't get the chance to get to know these peeps.
Leonie, Jia Ying, Aishah, Tasha, Sze May, Anith, Liyana, Veena, Saran, Sara, Min Wen, Farah, and mreke semua.

Hey they taught me alot!
They encourage me a lot too.
Esp when it comes to piano.
Banyak nk bebual!
Bak kata Azri, klu Jia Ying n Anna da mula bebual pasal piano,
xkn benti punya.

hahhahahahahh

Not just piano,
but they're attentive to other people's feelings too.

awww I like being in 4 science 1.
Lebarkan sayap yeah.
:]





Wednesday, November 18, 2009

She~ lalala~ brings comfort!

Ini budak Abiin.
Nama dia Abiin.
Tadi dia dtg skola.
sbnrnye surprise utk semua org.
saja nak happykan.
Dia seorang pondan.
Die sudah buntat.
and i like to kacaw her about that.
Abiin da blh angkat kite sbb die da tinggi!



She amuses me sbb die telebey emo klu dgr bunyik piano.
Abiin skrg mkn x benti.
abiin suda manyak makan.
makanmakanmakan.
jap lagi kte tubuhkan club buncit sedunia.
masokkan Tasha skali lah.
sebab die pon boyott. :D

abiin, xmo gerak dr Sigs!
at times like these,
kmoo amat diperlukan olh cik yg gila piano sebla pling kanan tuh.
Cos circumstances have change.
but still, here I am, waiting like a fool,
repeatedly smiling as if everything is fine.

dan Abiin dapat memahami disebalik smile itu dlm bbrpe minit shj.
tebukti 'Bluetooth Pondan' kita masih kuat yeah??
:DD

Tima kasih Abiin.
:))

Tima kasih bebanyak.
:))

Tima kasih sbb finally memberi tmpt ntok lean on.
:DDDDD

*aduuush emo lak! ni semua abiinbon punye pasal!*
DUSHH!
GLETEK LEHER ABIIIN!!

....

Epilogue


Tis is my kakak~
she baru finish her final assessment.
right now she's snoring away....in MY BED!!
hooi budak! slambe je LANDING di citu!!!
*jotos15 muntot Sophie pki violin nye batang*



This is Cik Piano-addicted.
Semua orang kata muka nya x beza ngan kakak nye yg kt atas tuh.
ahahahaah
yeah ka?

This Cuti, I'm gonna rock myself out!
Leave all those heavy luggage behind!
and enjoy the sea sambil cuci mata tgk org surfing
*keningkeningkening*
hahahahah


the gazette kai samantha_l09no2

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Snippets!


It's been long since I'd updated ini blog~
*sapu sapu sawang yg berada di blog*
hallloooo~

tomorrow will be our officially last day for exam
lavlavlav

oh and i'm terribly macam sigh-ing machine these days.
grrrrrr
bangkitla wahai Anna Sabrina!!
cos u used to hate the word 'stre*s'!!
prove that never in your blood shall you contradict to such behaviour!
Keep on flying high!!
Appreciate those precious da-nak-habis times you have with them!
Babyyyyyyyyyyy!!! *ikot Hana kimi Tennouji punya style*
ahahahahahH!!!!
:D
self-motivation.
works everytime yeah!

Oh yeah, now that i'm in gigglish mood,
rasa macam nak pose macam Angela Aki kt bawah ni lah~



"saya memang suka piano~"
*pegang tangan kt hati dan senyum*


"meh atashi main kan satu lagu meh! oh but it's raining sakura petals! :D"


"okeh la, sebenarnya main piano byk sgt pon blh pening kepala. kte benti jap meh tgk pemandangan~"


*hehe, tade keje*

Randomness brings happiness!
:]

oh yeah. and i took a few quizzes!



-.-"
ptot la klu atashi marah,
tade orang nak pandang mata ku..
hahahhahah!
advantage!!
>8D



hmmm
*tgk tangan sendri*
these hands brings joy to myself
:))

Friday, November 6, 2009

PLS. DONT. GO.


you people may not see it.
but i feel daaaaaaaaarn gelisah+depressed+sangat-losing-hope
dgn things sekarang.
sampai at the verge of breaking dah.
rasa macam xnak pegi skola next week.
biiooo la itu paper bio, phy n adm.
sangat tada moood.

another yume will be lost.
tears are shed.
every single second,
jangan pegi jangan pegi jangan pegi jangan pegi
pleeaaaaaaaaaaaase!!!!

but atashi ta taw nak bwat ape la.

nowadays,
everytime dengar lagu Sakurairo & One by Angela Aki aja
geeeeeeh
leleh liquid.

cik Sophie balik skrg.
need someone to talk to.
T________________________________T


















u were there to watch out for me all these years.
don't ******** go.











i'm sorry, this post is really unnecessary.
but i can't get this thing out of my head.
it's driving me insane.
*hantok hantok hantok kepala*
rasa mcm nak tinggal kat antartica 15 minggu.


taskeru.


oh, tima kasih banana, sbb blanja charkuey bakar :)))





Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Anime-taggeed~~~

<(^.^)>

yesh, yesh, saya taw yg atashi yg mmg condemn chemistry ptot berusaha go go caiyo dgn membaca buku untok paper 1 and 3 esk. tapi tapi tapi....
ngeeee~

Oooh! taggy tagged-tagged! besh besh! ;D

Rules:-
1) You cannot have more than 6 questions whose answers involve the same anime/manga. Numbers 12 through 17 don't count toward that number, nor do 19 and 20. Multiple uses of the same anime/manga within the question are acceptable.
2) Have fun, and don't be afraid to learn about new anime/manga
3) Don't edit out the rules
4) Please explain your answers so other people can see why you said that.

1) Who would you want to be best friends with? Choose up to three.

- mmmm, Zack! (Final Fantasy 7) awww....*sniff*
- Aerith!! (Final Fantasy 7) awww, nanti boleh kte bwat matchmaking ntok die n Zack!....huaaahhh!! TT_____TT *pegi main piano emo-ly*
-ehh...........l..........a.....v.....i. (D Grayman) *si bangang bangang bangang* ngee~ :D

2) Who would you have as family? Choose up to three.

-Heihachi! (Samurai 7) awww, sebab dia suka makan mcm atashi! abang-suka-makan+adik-suka-makan = boyot-boyot-sedunia. :]
-mmmm... sapa itu nama aaahh.. oh, Tidus! (final Fantasy 10) mesti best, ade abang suke main Blitzball and enthusiastic sepanjang masa! (plus, dapat kakak ipar benama Fairuz :D)
-Edward Elric! hahahahahh! klu ada family member macam dia, memang pecah perot ktawe spnjg masa! xDDD

3)Who would you want to be your boyfriend/girlfriend? Choose up to two.

-Atashi bukan fangirl, demooo.... *points kat si mata sepet berambot silver and tutop muka dan ade sharingan yg amat "wooooh!!!"* ngeee~~
- gaaaah, itu pianist Ciel!! (Yume no Hon version Anime) *coming sooon, alright~* ;]

4)Who would you have as your worst enemy(ies). Pick up to three.

-Linalee. (DGM)
-Linalee. (DGM)
-Linalee. (DGM) :P

5)Your top Five?

Final Fantasy (semua skali yeah! ;D)
Ouran High School Host Club
BRAVE STORY!! :DDD
Full Metal Alchemist
ooh, itu shici henge yadayada yg Shera pinjamkan masa tuh!! apa nama die tah lupa daa! D:

6) What is your favorite moment worthy of an anime sweatdrop?

Encik Hatake baca 'Icha Icha Paradise'. xDD

7)What is your number one 'OMG-is-so-funny-I'm-going-to-die-laughing' moment?

alaaaaaaa banyak sangaaaaaat!!!! :(((

8)What is your favorite moment worthy of an anime fall?

- Bila dapat tau Heihachi meninngal dunia sbb nak slamatkan kawan15 dia. T_T

- Bila tgk cutscenes psp dkat youtube menunjukkan Zack mati selamatkan Cloud.
- Bila tgk cutscene ps1 yg Aerith kene bunuh dgn Sephiroth masa Cloud jumpa die. (cloud pembawa malang. >:[ )
- Bila tgk Mustang kene tembak. T____T
- Bila tgk Lavi bongok bongok menangis macam nak tecabot mata.. T___T oh, cop. masa tu x tgk pon episode tu. Azri yg cerita, so, bila dgr blablabla.

9)What is the one moment where you'll always swear you'll have an anime vein?

- Masa Kefka (final fantasy 6) panggil Zidane (final fantasy 9) 'Noisy Babboon'. Hoi! bidadap sungguh itu clown gila! D:<<

10) What is your least favorite? (only counts if you've seen/read more than episodes/chapters)

I don't really have a less favorite really... If i didn't like i didn't keep watching.

11) What are the top three biggest dissappointments that your favorite series has/have shown you?

-D.grayman. malas mau crite. >:P

-Final Fantasy Crisis Core. Zack x spatot nya matiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!! huaaaaaaaaahhhhh!! AERITH POOOOOOOON!!! *sambung emo-ly main 'Aerith Theme' dkat piano*

-Ouran High School Host Club. Tamaki terjon dkt jambatan ntok selamatkan Haruhi. Ya'alaaah!! itu aje ke?! D:>

12) What, if any, quotes from an anime/manga have you used in casual conversation with your friends?

"STRIIIIIIIIIKE!!" -Lavi Bookman (D. grayman) *sniff*
"SEPHIROTH!!" -Lagu 'One-Winged Angel' (Final Fantasy 7)
"Uuunnnn~~" -Cik Chee. (Guru bahasa Jepun) *geeee~ :DD* xDDD

13) Do you have any anime/manga in your home? If you do, how many different series do you have?

DVDs: Samurai 7, Naruto, tah ape tah lagi.
Mangas: Naruto, Pokemon...apa lagi ek?

14) How many anime/manga series have you watched/read?

mmmmmmm... lost count. tapi x banyak loh kot? :O

15) How many times in a year do you look into a new series?

x slalu~

16) What are your favorite pairings? Choose up to ten.

AERITH & ZACK! dah, tu je. T_T

17) Out of all the weapons/abilities you've seen, what are the topfive you'd want to have?

- Bartz punya mimic ability!
- Terra punya kuasa yg unlimited. (tapi x nk jadi lembek mcm dia la~)
- Aki punya innocence: ribboooooooooooooooon! (hahahaha!)
- Tidus punya blade. macam cantik sebab slalu kluar bubbles bubbles~ lawo! :D
- Kepak colour putih macam Sephiroth!! tapi nak ada dua, xnak satu aja... D:

18) If you could live in any series for one season, which would it be? (I won't make 'No Naruto' a rule, but it is a pretty overused idea.)

FINAL FANTASY (SEMUA SKALI!) :DDDDDD oh. dan Brave Story!! ;DDD

19) What was your first anime? First manga?

First anime was Pokemon. :D
First manga was probably DORAEMON! :D

20) Out of all the series you know of, which character do you most wish you could be? (If this question doesn't apply to you, who do you think you're most similar to?)

atashi rasaaaa... atashi macam Bartz (final Fantasy5) dayo~ unn~

tapi, wish boleh jadi macam:-

Zack!
dari immature ke mature dan kuat! dia juga carefree dan serious bila die prlu serious! Zack juga pandai handle Buster Sword dia! dan dia juga maluu maluu ngan Aerith. (adusshhh. sedey alert! sedey alert!) awww, tapi belikan ribbon ntok Aerith juga! Zack pentingkan kawan15 dia lebih dari Shinra and diri dia sendri. At last, dia sacrifice kan diri dia untuk selamatkan Cloud dari Company Shinra yg at last meng-betray Zack. T_T

okay. Chemistry mari. Last paper for this week! ;DD jyaaaaa mata ne!



the gazette kai samantha_l09no2

Sunday, November 1, 2009

heheh~ ;D

<(^.^)>
8 days to go.
crappp

mcm lama lagi aja.
besok p.a dan sejarah.
whai, cik piano-addict, anda spatotnya baca buku.

ohh.sy akn fail p.a, sej, phy, chem, yadayadayada.
(malas nk lyn exam sbnrnya)

gurpreet mcm ade something yg berlainan dgn eyebrow die tadi,
tp lupa pula nk tnye
besok aja la~

tasha brani kmoo x belikan nugget dan air ntok kuh!
x baik taaaaw
sdey nih
T______T
*sniffs*

oh dan azri,
jap lagi la kte mula blaja.
maleh ouuhh
nanti klu stay back kte baring kat padang jadi ikan kering boleh?
eh? boleh eh?
:D

farah kmoo mmg nk kene kaki.
brani tunjokkan itu luka kt atashi!
pggl mr tay baru tau!
:((

salmi sila ganbatte yeah yeah!

tadi bru register ntok piano prctcl exm.
sila berlatih dgn bersungguh15 ya cik Anna.

oh dan saya mau hentam badan sbgmana sensei menghentam ktorg jumaat lepas.
bunyi dia, sgt crunchy bila landing uh.
mampos 2 hari ble bgon badan sakit.
agagagagaga~

unn~
guruh suda mari di luar.
kene tutop comp.
jyaa mata atode ne~
;]

"i'll be waiting at the end of the junction.
and i'll say 'okaerinasai' to u.
cos i believe that day will come again."

ooh, saya ade compose one short melody.
tapi masih perlu pengubah suaian.
ingin menddc8 melody tersebot pd......
*msih blom decide*
ngee~
;D



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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

countdown.

Angela Aki Pictures, Images and Photos

10 days to go!
till exam finish.

hoh-hoh-hoh! bio tggl paper 3 aja.
tomorrow english.
hopefully it will be a breeze.

2 days to go!
till I' see them.

oh koishikute.

rindu sama orang orang ini.


Kak Cha & Apit


and dear mira.

ho yeah!!
xsaba giler.
though, rasanya kene tgk Ghost Adventure Live dkat rumah Makcu la yeah?
jangan kne potong bawang suda..

18 days to go!

till I jumpa my adik pondan!
;DDD

25 days to go!
till kita cuci mata dan berjoli katak di Bali.

31 days to go!

till kita bwat kerja part time with Cik Sophie, Kak Tia, and Mira.

oh and tahukah anda,

semalam, 28/10

adalah bday Encik Uke Yutaka??


....
happy birthday drummer guy.
ur smile mmbwat kan atashi mau tumbok barang.
gagagaga~
=))
(oh itu gambar zaman15 gemilang
)
NLSG.
rambot masih pendek.
*sniffs*
._____.

reita & kai gila ultraman.
-.-"

Thursday, October 22, 2009

:)


Happy 18th Birthday
Ebby
:))


nak nyanyi dkat phone,
tapi Cik Sophie x kasi pula.
:'((


*mainkan birthday song di piano*
;D


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Adik = Diamond


<(^.^)>

Kina
(fav number dia 36)

yg suka berleter36 bila nmpk selimut, bantal atashi sepah kat lantai,

yg menjerit ble dapat tau atashi curik36 main pokemon kt Nintendo DS dia masa dia tgh tido,
yang suka lawan angin mulot di meja (haha!)

yang tlg bukak kan jam serta kemaskan buku physics yg bersepah36 ats katil bila nmpk kakak dia tido mulot tenganga dgn baju skola blom tuka,

yang slalu jadi partner karaoke video kakaknya yg hyper36 bila time mlm,

yang slalu tlg kemas36 kan katil dan meja blaja,

dan nag36 bila atashi lambat bangon untuk skola.

I LOVE YOU
(geee~~~ jatoh ego)

hahaha, da da,
jangan terlebih bangga okay??
malam ni kte joget lagu Today by Angela Aki yokkkkkk!!

;DDDD

p/s:
mimpi lagi kmoooh!
tp,
who are you searching for?
:))


the gazette kai samantha_l09no2

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Tributes & Changes

Al-Fatihah to
Encik Jaafar,

rest in peace.

Sorry sangat Clientku,
Whatever happens, ktorg akn support mu selalu okay?
:)

Loss ini,
adakah bagi kesedaran dkat korang utk lebih menyayangi family & kawan anda?
I know I had.
I'd changed.
I've grown.
but i'll still be the same laughing+sky-gazing+pianomaniac+weird person you guys kenal!
;)

Call it a wake-up call.
I know whom should I prior now.
Life's too short
ntok ada problem yg remeh-temeh yg mrepek serta membazir tears & tenaga.
So kpd semua orang yg membuat problem yang melibatkan atashi pada tahun 2009 nih,
sila la layan problems itu sndri.
pegi main jauh jauh sensorang.

Xpayah pikir byk Anna Sabrina,
Banyak lagi beautiful things and chances waiting.
There are many wonderful things I've overlooked this year.

and also, to recover the Yume I've lost.

To those who had been there for me everytime,
Thank you very much.
:)
aishiteru yo

alamak, teringat line kat lagu MIkageishi-UverWorld pula!
:O

DARN BILA PERIKSA MAU HABIS!!!
PLANS NTOK END OF YEAR PUNYA SCHOOL HOLIDAYS DA BETIMBON!

oh, and atashi blom baca ntok exam lagi...
heeheeehee~~

oh to Farah,
the person yg atashi slalu demonstrate brutality on,

sorry klu atashi injure kmoo.
kan da kata,
jangan challenge bnde mrepek ngan aq..
;)


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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

atashi memang perasan ;P



;P
jealous-nya sama ini mamat.

Lagu favourite.
a whole lot of change dari
Aerith's theme/Tifa's theme/To Zanarkand/Cloud's smile..etc.etc.

memperknalkan...kpd mreke yg xtaw...

'THOSE WHO FIGHT'
-Final Fantasy 7-

ni line line One-Winged Angel, J-e-n-o-v-a.
line line piano pieces yang meng-abuse jari jemari org sbb tempo laju killer nak mati.
Banyak org kata, inilah:-
'The Beast of Final Fantasy 7 piano collection'.

Ngahahaha..
Beast pon beast la yeah?
mau juga try.
Lagu ni kire kalau Azri dgr 'Discharge' ke, 'Before I decay' ke ntok hilangkan stress.
Ini pula my preferred song ntok hilangkan stress lah.
syok ohh.. lagi lagi dgr masa time cikgu bm punya suara memekak dlm kelas.
(advantage pakai tudung, earphone ta nmpk! hee~ :D)
:O


so kpd sesiapa yg nak try hilangkan stress,
ni adalah satu cara yg sihat ntok hilangkan okay!
;))


Lagu ni... currently under progress
(first bar pon blom perfect lagi.-.-")
ya ampooooon susah killerrr!!!

tempo blom synch, pedal xtaw bile nk kne pijak.
jari ku yg pendek nih susah nak tekan sampai 10 key width.

tapi disebabkan atashi prasan blh main...mau juga practice yeah.
Anith, lagu ni ade 4 flats shj, mari la main juga! :D


conclusion:
'rasa 'perasan' juga boleh motivate anda untuk bermain piano.'
(walau seburuk mana pun anda main)
(trust me, personal experience ;))


woi pegi practice exam pieces la! D:<
'Vivace Assai' main pon macam 'Vivace Sakai'!

epilogue:~
Jika ini Kai,

Ini adalah Reita!

Angela Aki Pictures, Images and Photos

Friday, October 9, 2009

he has the greatest smile. :)

Okay, Kai.
*tgk sternly kat Kai*


Pegi potong rambot skrg!

seblom atashi sendri terbang ke Japan dan drag kmoo ke tmpt gunting rmbot!!
Kang baru padan muka!
>:'((

(gambar latest Kai yg rambot pjg tu xkan diletak dkat cni atas tujuan xmo hampakan diri sndri)
.______________.

awwwwww, ini la yg bwat atashi nak kahwin ngan French-toast guy! Uke Yutaka merupakan org yg ada smile yg pling awwww-cute-bangat dkat universe!!!
slain tuh,
die ske
masak ntok cheer up orang,
slalu kene
buli(rasa mcm mmpunyai nasib yg sama),
sgt ske
ketawa (halah-halah-halah ;D),
slalu
hilang barang (prangai burok btol.),
suka tunjok
dimple die kat orang,
dan sangat
passionate pada drum nya!
gaaaaaahaaaa..
*grins dreamily*


sayang umor 10tahon beza.

T____T

bak kata cik banana,
wlupun rupanye tidak mu kenang... tetapi lubang hidungnya tetap menjadi pujaan hatimu

tapi atashi tak minat tgk lubang hidong die la.
tgk smile die okaaay!!
smile yg membwat atashi yg dulu takot gegile nak tgk J-Rock headbanging,
jadi mcm awwwww...
*blushblush*
:B

-start-o-

Azri yg bwk phone ke skola menunjok salmi and atira video
'Filth in the Beauty'
-The GazettE
atashi da diri 15 meter jaoh
(sbnrnye tkot sbb tgk videoclip yg lampu liplap liplap mcm disturbing)
masa tu rasa macam da xde harapan la...
salmi, atira, azri da ske bende yg rockers.
noooooooo....

jap lagi,
azri: "meh salmi kte tunjok drummer die perform!"
Salmi n atira tgk eagerly.
Atashi pula kat tepi dok determinedly xnk tgk and sulk.
jap lagi,
salmi: "awwww, die ske senyom la!"
atashi: *tlinge twitch* (sbnrnye xleh resist klu tgk orang yg ske senyom nih. cpat cair)
azri, salmi, atira: *memuji muji muji drummer atas kesenyuman dia*
Atashi: *agak agak salmi, atira n azri xnmpk, senyap senyap squint squint kat phone azri juga, nak tgk sehebat mana senyuman drummer tersebot*

lpas a few minutes later...
Atashi: "Azri! Kejap laaa! nak tgk lagi video tuhhhh!!"
Azri: *bagi tgk video Filth in the Beauty lagi sekali*
Atashi: "awwwwwwwwww~~ chumeyyy sungguh"
(segala ketakotan/kegementaran dilupakan)
Abiin: "ko nih Anna! ko yg suroh org jgn tgk video tu at last suka gak!"
Atashi: "Ampon memanyak. :D"
*pastu kasik Azri pendrive mntk masokkan video tuh*
:B


-the end-


gambar favourite atashi!
Gambar yg di tampal di headboard kat katil
tapi minggu lepas gambar ni hilang.
rupanya ada bawah katil.

ooops,
ampon memanyak,
Kai~
:B

omae ga toteeemoooooooo suki desuyo~!

oh. sblom tuh.


PEGI POTONG RAMBOT SKARANG ENCIK KAI!
>:((((((


the gazette kai samantha_l09no2

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

n.e.n.e.k ;)

merely wondering here

why do humans tend to make a small ant-hill problem as big as gunung everest?
nape humans think their problems are more important than everybody else??
why do they rush over everything?
nape mreke xpenah berhenti sekejap and observe?
or maybe appreciate?
those small details.... tu la yang build the whole picture darou?
ke... atashi je yang okashii?
to think weird stuffs like this?
:B

ore pon human dayo.
sedar xsedar.
agagagagaga.

oh, and I officially fell in love with Tim Mcgraw's songs.
heeee~ :D

p/s:

hope u're okay, nenek. ;))
macam stress bangat aja tgk.
ingat lagu angela aki! (haha!)
webcam and chitchat with atok once in awhile k?
mcm da lama xbwat cam tuh.
kte bebwal piano and photography lg yeah~!
heeee~ ;D

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

.Atashtachino.Yume.

Do you remember the first time you learn to smile?
or maybe the first time someone took your picture when you're crying?
Not forgetting the first time you realized you found your passion.
Nor the time you first felt you're a part of someone's life.
Or maybe the first time you felt neglected.
Nor the day when for the first time someone told you that you're precious.

And also maybe the time that you thought that you'll stay together forever.
and the first time you felt things are just damnation.

and also the first time you felt your voice goes unheard by anybody?

also the first time you felt appreciation towards others like never before.

are they precious enough for you to let them take flight and be free?


Once we made all sorts of childish promises.
Sat under the blue sky looking up to the vast sky together.
Laughing, pointing towards the funny-shaped clouds.
Running around the classroom despite the annoyance of other classmates.
Eating together from the same Tupperware.
Motivating each other when one is down.
Sleeping together in one bedroom.
Forced to watch 'Alvin & the Chipmunks'.
Walking out of the school slowly, as if never want to reach the gate.
Getting into the car with a smile on the face.
Looking forward and hoping that tomorrow would be the same as today.

Not everybody know this, but
I don't like to show my true weaknesses.
But things are starting to take a toll.
Somehow I felt weaker than weak.
No matter how many times I chew my lips and try to stand,
I just keep falling again.
at times, even the black and white keys couldn't bring me up again.

How can I let one problem bring all those 'suteki na kioku' down?

A puny apologize from me wouldn't be enough.

but I really wish the three of you are here with me again.

This time, bullying me affectionately like you three used to.
while I shout 'angrily'.
but deep down 'appreciatively'.

That our paths had crossed with each other.







rasa mcm nak letak getah dkt tgn and tarik kuat15 n lepas sbnyk 150 kali aja.
*chuckle*